Cervical cancer tolerant looking for support from other women...?

I'm 35.
Have 9yr old daughter, unprocessed childbirth. No complications.
Cervix was glassy-smooth until two years ago, started to become not easy and rough in one spot at cervix first showing.
Have paps every year.
May 2006 first abnormal pap. Result said "suggest colposcopy and biopsy", near repeat pap in 6 months.
Biopsies come back two neg and one pos. Had another pap, another colposcopy, another three biopsies, and immediately I'm going in for cone-biopsy (in-hospital) this month.
I'm done having children, and I'm already experiencing hot flashes, soaking darkness sweats, and male pelt patterns are showing up (hirsutism).
I also enjoy a lot of bleeding, cumbersome, large clots (size of my hand), and the later colposcopy showed a polyp growing down out of my cervix. I have extremely bad pains in my not here lower pelvis that double me over and I feel resembling I'm going to pass out. I've have bi-manual exams but no pelvic ultrasound.
DOES ANYONE HAVE SOME GIRL-TO-GIRL SUPPORT/SHARE EXPERIENCE on this issue?
Answers:

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I have the same at age 19, presently 34.
I did the cone biopsy and I was still competent to have children.
I finished up having the leep procedure, where on earth they take a hot telecommunication and scoop out the cancerous cell.
I had nouns from pain around my period after I ceased using the Pill and the cell were removed.
I did not hold to have chemo but did do a round of steroids that cause me great physical discomfort.
I had check ups every six months for three years and consequently every year there after.
I completed up with hypothyroidism that seem to be to mirror your symptoms, if you're young sometimes they forget to assessment your thyroid. Ask for the TSH and T4 test. (I'm not a doctor by the way)
I know you are panicky. Scared that you are dying or its worse than you know. All I can tell you is its a pure fear and it does travel away. Also, the people you are the closest too give the impression of being to be the ones that pull away, they're worried too.
Just keep looking for the worthy things in your life. You can do this, you're strong! Best wishes, you'll do fine.

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