Does anyone else ever get the impression this mode: Depression after removing pant or underwear contained by the bathroom?
Answers: Well, here's another entity you might want to try if you really want to see the source...
try just going into the bathroom when you don't own to go and sit on the toilet. See if you win the same passion. It could be the silence and solitude of your bathroom that makes you sorrowful, just you lone realize it by the time you go to the bathroom.
But if you are have this visceral response to looking at your genitals, my amateur opinion is that you may sort of blame your vagina for your loneliness. In which skin I would say you should embrace your womanhood and so-called loneliness.
Maybe it is self esteem related? I capture that feeling, but when putting pant on :) Your adjectives alone in a place next to the door closed and u feel isolated trapped from society perhaps.. U grain lonely and empty and startled...