I have other hurt my self but only chicken scratch but never very commonly only when i’d obtain extremley upset , but my partner knew aobut it and seem fine. Recently I’ve had and abortion which I consistency disgusting about but am glad I did it at 8 weeks, but slashed my wrists 8 times near a razor purely to punish myself and get my reliase from the anger and hatred i feel for myself , my partner go mad at me I underatand why but I dnt consistency lyk ill do it again .. I wont move about for help as I attempted suicide at 13 and I loathed every moment with the councillor and wont turn for 1 again as i will close up and lie I dnt surface i have a problem and wont do it again but my partner think i need councling back my job starts on the 28th of May as he say i may have a break down at work . I carnt travel councillling and wont do it again I rember my baby evry hours of darkness and dont need a councillor/doctor to backing me as im coping betta. how can I persuade my partner that I aint bordering on suicide/ depression ?